breeezy from California

Hello... my name is Melissa, I live in California i'm turning 24 soon. I'm here cause it's 2 am and I've got a lot on my mind and in my heart. I had been writing to an old friend that is in prison for about 2 years now, and a few months ago, he asked me if it was OK for his "celly" to write me because he had seen my picture and thought I was "gorgeous". I said, well if you trust him enough to give him my address, sure, why not? So we started writing to each other and... yeah. I've completely fallen in love with this guy. I never expected anything like this to happen to me. I can't be with anyone else, I don't want anyone else. I can't wait to see him again. *sigh* this sucks. I'm trying to look on the bright side. I mean, I had given up on love. I had already decided I would stay single for a long time after being in a HORRIBLE relationship for the last 10 years. And now I have new hope, new love, new joy in my life that's even more exciting because it came from left field. But it's hard to keep my mind off of him, and how lonely i'm going to be for the next few years. I guess I better find a hobby and go back to school to keep myself busy.